i never feel so relieve before.

was it because of you?
thank you for being there once again.

now i feel so good after pouring everything out

you make me smile and believe.

i miss those days, those times and everyone.

thank God, i realise what is important now

the rhythm of the music expressed my thoughts,
and it made me smile when i think about you.
things we have done before

let's do things together again and i hope to make you smile.

thank you nana, for being such a wonderful friend :)

shopping day! and a real good one.

below are just the things i've bought
and a real sense of satisfactory :)

1. a new top from fox and a $30 voucher
2. 2 new top from samuel and kevin
3. a new brush from body shop
4. a new blusher

alright thanks to jas that i had gotten the gift voucher!

it was good as i can get a new fox shorts tomorrow!
and i really like their shorts. cool!

i spent my time with jas today
and time flies really fast when we shop around

also, i thank dad for giving me extra money
though he knew that i spent it on clothes :)

shopping really makes people happy, don't you agree?

as usual, thursday afternoon we went out for lunch
this time we went mac as we only had 2 hours

cherry as usual is always weird in eating
hah. she had special side dish today. ice.

cool isn't it? she also had sandwiches and corn!

anyway started snapping pictures again.

this time round with more effects
and also more emotions as you can see.

well there's too many pictures to upload in blog
so i put it at my multipy.com

those who know my username and password just get it.

the watermelon makes me happy :D

there yummy food and raw ones.
the roasted chickens looked not bad right?

oh yeah, i love mogu mogu drinks.
those at the bottom right hand corner

yummy nata de coco!



after lunch it was shopping time at cold storage.
cherry's favourite hangout maybe.

oh, she once said she will visit all the cold storages in singapore

anyway, we walked around looking at food
thinking about what to get.

yawen and cherry was happily talking about cheese

i was full so nono for other food.

half way, we met germaine and friends.
what a surprised yeah?

the more the merrier. indeed more noise now.

then we realise it was time to go!
yawen and cherry gotten cheese

abby and me, mogu mogu.
i bought 2 by the way. collection of the bottles.

i met someone on the way back. just not used to it now

we had a grammar test during lecture
and i guess you will know how i fare right.

anyway that's not i want to talk about

i want to talk about the biscuits!

animal biscuits from amy and so cute right?
can you guess which is which?

and playful cherry did some stuff on the cheese(red one)

after lecture it was training.
can i say in my whole life,
the first time i see so many people down for training

of course this is just the start of it

anyway the whole sports complex was filled with people
"people mountain people sea" i hope i got it right!

i feel pretty sad today. let's not talk about it.

well, there's no school today!

for once, i am happy about the timetable.

i feel as if i'm still in the holiday mood
not ready to start work yet. i know that was wrong

time to buck up really.
should plan and use time wisely.

slowly, i have to register in my brain. work, work and work

there wont be enough time if i slack again

anyway i rested enough today
and just spend almost the whole day reading

"trust me" nice story. i finished 9 chapters today

now i really fancy reading. just plant myself into the story

had a short met up with silly
gosh, why did i forget to buy things that i wanted?

kinda blur and sleepy now.

i agree with cherry, food are friends.
and i had a lot today. thank God tomorrow there's training

time to cut off the excess fats :)

i hope it wont rain tomorrow, i still want to train!

roar! alright you can say i'm free during weekends

yeah, it took me quite a while to do it

the bright colours really make people happy!

maybe i should be in the knitting business.
do you think so too?

anyway it was freezing cold in lecture today
i can even feel the coldness in my bones!

what add to the coldness was the rain.

well it was a bad idea not bringing sweater along

anyway training was cancelled last minute
and they forgot to inform me.

how nice of them right? cant be bothered.

it was good too. i visited grandmom for dinner
really missed her cooking lots.

enjoyed listening to her talk. i know she was happy

anyway i promised to be there for dinner tomorrow
and she promised to cook something nice for me

how sweet of her yeah? should treasure it really!
i think i should spend more time with her :)

right now i feel so sleepy again.

i guess i should rest early then. just 4 hours tomorrow.

had a long day today and i'm freaking out

first, i'm tired.real tired! doze off during break

secondly, my stupid brother caught lizard
and he scared me with it

silly me was screaming and my tears were rolling down

ok i hate him doing that.it's not funny -.-

but, i was happy! finally it's friday
no lesson for 2 days.

well, i will really make good use of weekends

anyway, i was also happy for posting
i'm posted somewhere near my place!

you see, there a nearby childcare for me alright.

but sad to say i miss the children at woodlands!
i envy yvonne who will be back at the same centre

what's happening to you.
or should i say what's wrong with you?

you think it's funny to do that?
it's not ok. though i did a second thought about it

let's end it alright. don't try anything funny!

it's just 11 42pm now and i don't feel like sleeping

but! i'm really tired now. shit, what to do now.

alright, all done. all uploaded!

well, i was freaking tired now.
returned from training not long ago.

i really feel like eating but i feel more like sleeping

just a quick update of today's happening

had a 4 hour break thus we went sakae

we reached hereen at about 1?
settled down and started our meal

snapped a lot of funny pictures
and i just can't laughing at some of them.

especially when yawen and cherry are in it.

anyway i just posted some random ones.

this is where cherry got so excited.
wanting to play with the ashes.

anyway she looked damn funny when she does it.

oh cherry, stop saying yourself fat
if you don't allow me to say i'm fat!

anyway we waited for amy and friends
and back to school again.



it was the last lecture for the day

and i am really freaking tired.

the lecturer says he's an easy person
thus i don't bother to listen

and i just keep reading my storybook.

after a long day, abby went training with me

i can say, i was happy. now a real friend

we had a half campus run, passes, games, drills
everything was good. and of course tiring.

alright, now i can't hold on longer
i'm going to rest! lecture starts at 9 tomorrow

and it ends at 6. what a day right?

i'm drifting further away now.

is it good or bad?
i can't tell you the answer for the time being.

i'm just freaking lost when she mention it
speechless. thinking hard to reply her.

how should i tell you about it?

let's just put it aside now
when it's time, the answer will reveal itself.

right now, feeling freaking angry and sad

stupid brother, stop tempting me to eat.

what's wrong with me now?
i should do things the way i planned.

why am i backing off and doing it in a wrong way?

worse. i regretted. why?

why didnt things go smoothly as planned
control idiot. i'm telling myself. better stop it now

you want the results? you got to do it. get it?

first day of school. feeling real tired!

well i was glad class started at 2 today
but still, i'm tired. especially when the lecturer speaks

a new venue today and i realised,
quite a number of classes i can have my shoes on!

anyway the feeling was good!

back to school, laughter with cherry and abby
now yawen is here to join in our madness :)

back to library club too!
just borrowed 3 books to read.

there wont be time for me to think! just read.

though there's some memories left in school,
time is tickling away to make me forget.

and a short dinner with silly just now.

cant stop laughing at her "char siew pie"
i suppose that was joke of the day!

and judy's "2 hour extra"
which supposed to be 2 dollars extra.

thanks besties for cheering my day up (:

roarrrrrrrr!

i realised, i went out of shape again.

that's pretty sad! real sad alright

now i tell myself, i'm gonna cut down again
let's set it for 3 days first.

oh yeah, i forgot to mention about fri

went to have prata with besties
well it was one of the worse session.

my prata has no chilli and curry!
that's so sad! they only gave me sugar -.-"'

anyway went out with sis earlier on

guess what? she pulled me to sakae!
i have no choice but to eat again.

then we met one of her friend and,
we drank tea and ate again

gosh how can i not be fat like this!

going alicia's house tomorrow,
and i promised not to eat. really!

walk out of my life and,
don't forget to take the memories with you

don't ever leave anything behind now.

boooooooooooooooooooo!

just feel like typing some stuff, some thoughts

well, school is gonna reopen in 2 days time!
that's real fast. time flies yeah?

somehow i'm feeling tired.
over what? i'm not sure.

it's april now. and time indeed taking away everything
all thoughts, all memories.

what's there to think about really.

i thought it will be an easy way out thus i try.
i never know it ruins everything

"if only" i stop myself and
things will still be same.

whatever it is, life has to go on

now i know and
i will never hold on to it so tightly anymore

is still a long way
before i ever know it's true

i hope history will never repeat itself.

being a group leader is really fun!
this is my first time doing it and i'm enjoying!

well, i'm gald they had enjoyed themselves too.
they really bond well with each other :)

is really quite tiring going through all the stuff
especially all the games ok!

i knock out when i return home after the 1st day
8pm and i was sleeping soundly.

really love them loads.

second day was not so tiring.

as the group leaders did not have to play!
it was just treasure hunt and cheers.

it was fun splashing water at them!

anyway gald that they did return back!

brought them around library
and thank god they laughed at my jokes (:

hope my presence make their day man!

poor cherry and yawen job was not easy.
smile my friends! for the sake of cca points


these are the recent drawings.
the left one is ms silly and the right random

can't understand why i can only draw girls
but they are a lot easier to draw!

i guess i can draw better with imagination

will there really be someone who look like this?

anyway i am really tired now!
thank god tomorrow is gonna be last

i will miss them i guess!

i'm glad that your presence does not matter now.

water and madness day.
went to alicia's house with keshia

ate, rested and watched.
finally decide on catching fish

went down all the way,
i was wearing damn big slippers

screamed, jumped, ran, climbed
after all this we finally make it down!

who knows mr rain might like us.

not even a single fish caught
and the rain came pouring down on us.

that wasnt the end of it

alicia came with the big bucket,
giving me a real big splash!

gosh, it makes me real wet now!

but i enjoyed it.
it makes me real happy

water play i thought to myself

bit by bit, i'm changing my habits

things we might have done before,
it's leaving and moving away from me

are you gald that things are in this way now?

me and jas watched shooter yesterday
i should say is a good show.

somehow i just like that kind of show :)

before that we went town to get some stuff

still didnt get shades, nothing nice.

walk around, look around and back to westmall
watched shooter and went for prata.

didnt eat the whole day again
i guess we have reached certain limits for diet.

well, and now i really don't feel like eating
(hey i'm not anorexia alright, i did eat some food too)

yeah don't get me wrong when i say not eating.



i don't know why, but just cant stop drawing

it's really good to kill time!
i really enjoy drawing now.

maybe one day i will have an art gallery.

i will always think of it. especially on fridays.
why do i still think of it now. silly me.

celebrated shavin's birthday yesterday,
though it was kinda late but she's happy.

she's really funny after the birthday song
didnt make a wish and wanted to blow off the candles!

anyway i was gald she was happy.

just like me, just likes to blow candles off,

i'm taking a break now from everything.

i got bored at home while resting.

thus i took out papers and pencil,
and i started drawing again.

well i do love to draw loads
as it just take away all the silly thoughts

also i will focus on what's really important!

maybe that's just the new way to stop me from thinking.

a dream which is too good to be true
but i was happy for that short period.

okie dokie, monday blue.

lazing around at home,
skipped training

just reading the novel from silly.

it's quite interesting and easy to read,
more of detective plot than a love story.

i guess i will finish it by today!

well mom just passed me a $50
which is good!

because i'm rather broke now

thanks mom :)

nothing more to say really
i have been wasting my time.

doing silly things and most importantly,
i'm trying very hard not to eat.

diet you see, losing fats.

roarrrrr! i am really bored!

yeah! we had a fun day yesterday.
besties went down to town.

it was a day for snapping pictures.

jas finds that her dressing is odd
thus we started changing our slippers.

2 times in a row ok. everyone's changed!

at town, we realised we cant walk well,
change back to our own again and is rather funny.
right in front of everyone. hah.

we went walking around.
and i of course brought them to isetan supermarket
one of my favourite hangout now.

we bought lots of food, candies and chocos.

after all the food stuff,
it was shopping time!

first, jas bought a shirt,
in order to get out of the "auntie" phobia.

then 3 of us gotten the same kind of earrings
(mine is super big!)

went on to hereen to get gin's thingy.

and both of them started "everlast" madness.

next we heed on to paragon.
well, i wanted to get that bag again!

off to the toilet with lots of snapping again.

after so much, we went to pacific plaza

jas started shopping for clothes again
while gin and me, phototaking session.

it was 9 plus when we decided to head back.

back on the train lots of laughter again.

we went JEC and last stop was prata.
pretty hungry as we didnt eat

of course, we started yakking again.

what a day we had, but it's was fun.

i enjoyed with them :)