just had breakfast with my silly.
as usual, there's always something to laugh about.

we waited quite long for our food!
hah. that auntie must have forgotten.

anyway nice feeling having breakfast.

think my silly needed some rest.

we can't hear each other well.
guess we need to improve on our pronunciation!

well, maybe i should rest now too.

meeting silly and jas in a short while.

too bad judy can't join us.
she will miss all the fun again.

anyway welcome back home judy :)

happy friday i should say.

early in the morning went for briefing.
but we escaped after lunch!
is too bored you see.

sat down and was deciding on what we should do.
took about 45 mins before we set off

day out at vivo.

took lots of crazy pictures in bus.
that's still not the end alright.

first stop was candy empire.
man! i was stopping myself from candies!

next we went toys-r-us and
i was pretty mad laughing.
what can i say, i'm still a child.

went for some shopping
and i gotten myself a black ring.
it was cool!

yakking, walking, snapping was all we did.

hah, next stop "pet station"

germaine and abby went mad,
real mad over that cute puppy.

we stayed quite a while
looking at all the cute animals.

after that, we realise we were tired.

thus we headed home!
we became mad again
and started taking pictures.

well there's still lots of pictures
kinda lazy to load all.

i was happy today :)

oh yesh, happy birthday karen.

mewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

as usual back from training.
did the same physical again
just that ran 10 rounds instead of 5.

hah. well i did hope i was aching
but sad to say i'm not!

oh i forgot to mention.
shucks we are going to gym

from next monday onwards
and is weekly. shit man.

just feel tired with my life.

met up jas and gin and had a small bite

well, felt disgusted when i heard about it
this busybody and her way of living.

and is freaking irritating alright.
yes you. you are the one. no doubt.

once again, i feel the bond wasnt there
just feel like giving up.
it seems so bored to me now.

without a purpose, a meaning.

i hope things will still change.

if only i can,
i wish i wont use my phone anymore

i didnt want to communicate with the outside world
communications really shucks

especially the day i lost my phone.
a phone isn't important in my life

i felt that it was good not using phone

people wont be able to find me.

i just wish to vanish into thin air.
stop finding me!

if only it could have happen.
maybe someday i should try it again.

i also hate memories.
they shucks don't they?

be it good or bad.
they are all just nonsense to me now

watched mr bean holiday with sis today,
funny show and i'm laughing out loud!

what a nice feeling to meet her on a sun.

anyway, she was very nice.
to treat me to pasta and to movie.

gotten new earrings and they are cool!

man. i need to MUST cut down on food!
and i will start tomorrow.

saw a lot of familiar faces today.

hmm, wanted to say hi but didnt contact for long
i know he recognise me

wanted to send a msg but
lost my phone thus lost your number.

anyway a great day with sis :)

i'm so excited!!

watching fox's fashion show tomorrow
how nice of pei lin to ask me along

oh yeah, there will be 20% discount!
provided you have the tickets!

hah, thanked pei lin really

my debut fashion show!

though i really like to draw
but didnt develop that potential.

maybe i can grab some stuff tomorrow!

happy happy :)

today's training is tough,
actually is just lots of physical work

so tired halfway through
but continued to press on

after everything had ended,
my legs seems to be soggy

met jas and gin for dinner.

perhaps everyone was tired
didnt do as much talking as before

bought a few stuff here and there

well they are food actually.

not knowing how to continue,
now i am really feeling very tired

hah, seems like i just cant forget
somehow i will still think about him
hoping that everything was not real.

i need to focus and strive for the best!

reminded me about those days, little silly who eats sweet stuff

stayed over at silly house last night
lots of chatting as usual

before that we went jogging
killer ! kinda tired but is good

ate quite a lot ever since we stop jogging
now we must be growing a lot.

the baby at silly's house
is super cute!
maybe i will play with him next time

i love walking when it's raining
somehow it cools down my thoughts

friends are indeed important!

you guys are just what i need for now :)

saw my new timetable,
well kinda shucks~
but who knows it might still change!

had great sense of achievement today

i jog and i beat my previous timing
this is the feeling i love the most!

though i was tired but i pushed myself
and i jog another round the canal

dislike the feeling of giving up
so i should really love myself more now

also i learned to control my diet
which was something i had been working hard on

really hoped that all this focus
will make me become a better person

and to forgive myself from past mistakes

i will press on and really work hard now

lastly thanks silly for such wonderful tiramisu
you sure brightened up my cake day!

thanks silly's sis for the keychain
so sweet of you to remember us!

well, don't know whether is it a taboo
in my whole life, i went to gym today

of course not by my will
gone there due to training

OH MAN!

the stuff are really heavy
and i admit, i do have weak arms

who cares when i can pass well =x

and, sad to say it wont be last
in fact we are going to that gym more often

well now i must say,
i like running and ball work more :)

anyway later meeting jas and gin to jog
i am happy also because today is cake day!

a day for cakes !!

i am also happy to announce,
i lost 5kg ! (though i'm still fat)

rather, it's a good start for me
let's continue to work hard and reach my target!

went out with gin and jas
really happy that she cheer up

we had a silly girls talk
saying out all the unhappy stuff

we are really into jogging!

guys are indeed disappointing in some areas

but fear not, friends are always there

i don't know how to face him now

maybe that will be a good end to it
i shall say sorry somehow

but thanked God it ended

maybe i will still smile to you
but i hope we will never meet :)

chocolates make people happy
i hope it makes you happy too

i love them like nutsssssssssss
just pure milk chocolate

sweet and nice

i dislike bitter ones
though i cant understand why cherry likes it

if only we can be as pure as chocolates

without any secrets or problem

life is just like eating chocolates
there is sweetness and bitterness
is just how you look at it

it wont be so smooth
there will be tough times
of course there will be good times

never be too greedy i guess;

must be mad to be bloging all the while,
i am bored you see!

is going to be 6 a.m, my bed time now

after jogging, indeed feel much better
and now, i have certain things to achieve

1. to train back my stamina
2. to lose weight of course
3. get a new pair of track shoes
4. to be happy and always

seems like i am the silly one now

anyway, don't be sad my friend
it might hurt you lots

always remember, we will be by your side
no matter what had happened

you will always be my ms silly

cheer up!

jogging in the night, best thing ever !

all thanks to you now
i know what i want to achieve

liar liar liar liar!
they are damn irritating!

not so silly anymore

jogging jogging jogging

and tell myself to forget

all your damn important stuff fcuking lies

i'll be happier you silly shit
may God BLAST you off

watch your words and actions!

though it might be a small problem,
is really a big thing to think abt it

just some disappointments
i should say, but is not a serious one

whenever i walked past that place
somehow you seems to occupy my thoughts

just for that short period of time

i know i should not, but it's hard

i still miss you somehow,

things we have done together
your silly actions and my funny laughter

if only it could have happen
i would not mind anymore . . .

wow! is morning and i'm awake
why do i say that?

bcos, i'm asleep in the day time,
i look quite like an owl

waking up pretty early and
my hands are aching! i need to stretch!

today i feel a fresh start,
i realise, you can't forget things, people
you can only bring them along

and continue living.
they will always be a part of your life
so are you in my life :)

i ate quite a lot this morning and
i am feeling really sleepy now!

night owl need rest now!
with all the aching around

shall sleep a while before meeting seasons.

thanks for being part of my life "J"

back from training !
the feeling was super good

hah, i aching all over
guess my muscles must be super tired now

didnt eat before training
bad feeling man;

should not force myself further
since i'm exercising i shld eat well

gosh my stamina is super lousy
should not slack and start jogging!

maybe i should stop here
my hands are shaking you see

good! i'll be able to sleep soundly tonight :)

i like the feeling of jumping in the air!

met jas, gin and judy again
as usual, we eat, laugh and walk

i don't want to do that action again
no more pointing at cats (:

well, talking with judy,
we agreed, we have aged!

you are right about growing

lots of memories = grew older !

sometimes, i just feel so tired
to forget things, to be happy

it isn't that easy as you think
can someone just teach me how to forget?

i want to turn back time, help me please !

now i understand why pearl loves cupcakes

don't they look great?
colourful cupcakes really makes people happy!

they do look yummy yummyyy

perhaps i should try baking it
the frosting really look fantastic!

learn to bake and perhaps bake it for pearl
i guess she will love it

though i have not tried it

results, no point talking about it
anyway i passed :)

back to normal self again
not sleeping in the night
chat with some silly one

watched a song to the sun,
very sad and cool drama

hah abby! if you see this,
watch it alright !
is a nice show

anyway when are we going to meet?
is still a BIG question now!

oh yesh, before i forget it,
happy one month jethro!

results out tomorrow!

All the best peeps!

didnt do much today
missed training due to tuition

just spend my little afternoon
reading the novel i found at the corner

i should spend my time more effectively
by reading or just something useful

i saw your messages, your thoughts , your words
i am still thinking what to do
perhaps is time to ask myself

what do i want in life now?

anyway i missed the children!
i should visit them maybe,

well last night watched stomp the yard with jas
it was really really a nice show!!

oh ya, can you imgaine only the two of us,
occupying the whole row??
the place was really cold, freezinggggggg

we chat, we eat, we walk
just the 2 of us
but it was fun enough :)

we will be meeting again later,
it's never tiring to meet them

you see, how fun they can be!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

sounds so familiar?
yeah 2 days ago was dad and now mom's

no idea what i will doing today yet
but i hope i will be sleeping

have not been sleeping well and,
that's quite a problem now i think about it

primeval a nice thriller movie!
i enjoy my day and i better find something to do!

well i guess i did manage to lose some weight!

let's just forget everything and be happy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

usual celebration and everything
another year had passed for him!

met jas and gin again
seems like our everyday routine

i enjoyed myself today.

my night with them again!
finally seasons are all in a team

omg! can you imgaine peeps?
we took 50 shots in such a short time
just uploading all my funny face though

we must be mad though
but i love them loadsssssssssss!

to someone: don't give up, i will watch you play :)

i want to skate! i really wish too!
i got so jealous when eugene says he's skating

talking about skating, hmmmm
reminds me of pulling nana to skate
the time which i lost most of my fats

is a cool exercise, don't talk about the tricks
i can't do it for nutssssssssss

well kinda late now, someone is nagging
monday blue is hitting me now, oh man~

those ice cream look yummy yummyyyy
have the sudden urge to eat ice-cream, nice ones

but dad says my bodyy is not well enough
who cares anyway! eat and get fat :)

then off to exercise exercise and exercise~

snowy feeling, how nice if i can be there right now

well below are some reasons why i am going back for training

1. to lose the extra fats off me
2. to be fit and strong in 2007
3. someone inspired me to get back
4. is my passion over the years, how can i give up?
5. of course to kill time during this boring holidays

just chatted with yawen this afternoon
that's a CLASSIC looking pic from your sis!
both of us are just too boreddddd. meet up soon!

i will be the one that you want me to be :)

night snacks

1. Prata
2. Ice-cream
3.Fries

this are the 3 things we have for tonight
together with all the non-stop yakking

going out with the besties really cheered me up
letting me to forget almost everything

thanks for being there friends,
how we missed those times in school

can i turn back time now??

I'm getting tired, don't ask me why
just leave me alone for a while :)

thanks rebec! meet up soon to visit baby
and of course our big feast :)

I WANT TO CHANGE!

Just my day out with Jas and Gin. Nothing seems better than them! Thank God for this 2 friends and really, we talk things out when we find that things are not in place. Just them who make me feel comfortable with. Sharing of little secrets and many more! What will life be without them??? A little chill out and dinner :)

This look like a pool of cheese with vege??

Slacking during the holidays but indeed I make full use of it to rest well. After like about 3 to 4 months of torture in school. Should treat myself better now! Wonder when will I be able to meet Abby and Cherry; seems like no one has plan for anything yet ....... Let's just wait till someone make a move then =X Hah, feel like a child again when I start playing that game again, but what to do? is just to kill my time, resuming tuition with Shavin tomorrow! I miss her :) Good night everyone~